Coming to an End

This is the second blog from my iPhone since getting this app so I apologize for potential typos.

I am currently on the bus home from the section tournament and I really started to think. I am really going to miss wrestling. Not the weight loss and suffering but every other aspects. The coaches the team the bonding and the laughs.

These guys have been with me forever and I love each and every one of them. We are a different team definitely but these qualities define who we are. The thing I'm going to miss is the coaches. I've gone through a lot of coaches in my career but they've all taught me a different thing in life and wrestling. They are father figures to me and I know I'll be keeping in contact with them after the season and my career.

It's weird to think it is all coming to an end. I'll never step on the mat and wrestle a real match. I'll never go online and see my name in the regional and section rankings. I'll never sit at a tournament and talk about life with all my friends like I do now. It's actually heartbreaking to me. There is one tournament left until wrestling is no longer routine for me. I honestly don't think I'll accept it until the next season starts and I won't be there.

Iny 4 years of wrestling only 3 of us have stuck it out the whole way. Tanner Cogar, Jordan Douglass, and myself. These kids are my brothers. As different as we are I'll love them until the end of time and have their back always. They understand what we go through on a daily basis and for that we have a mutual respect for everything we do.

Jordan is joining the marines. This is something he has wanted for a long time and I'm incredibly proud. It honestly scares me knowing his life will be on the line everyday. I'll think abou him a ton and write to him as much as possible. My dad said the best thing someone in the military can receive is mail. I want to keep him sane and know he is safe always. I know he will pull through though. He is strong and determined and will never say die I love him.

For Tanner I do not know where to begin. Ive known this kids since birth. We've been best friends since our frst play date. He is going to college closer to home than me and i know he is going to do great. Hell have a sold group of kids around him and know hell succeed in any of his endeavors. When i come home he will be one of the first people i call. I want to stay updated on his life and know E he is doing. He is a really good friend and without him I wouldnt be me. He is one of my oldest friends and I know we'll stay close forever. I love him like my brother. He is family to me and always wil be.

Tanner and Jordan, I wish you two the bed of luck in the future. We still have a whole senior year to fulfill and I know it will be lived to the fullest. We still have our wrestling party at the end of the season. I cannot wait.

That's all I got today everyone. Thank you much for reading. You guys are all great. Have am amazing night and I hope you are all smart and safe. Goodnight I love you all.