Wow. I almost didn't get a blog in tonight! After track today I ate and passed out until now. I'm still pretty tired to I want to bust this out before I'm back asleep.
Today was a weird day I guess. I did. not want to go to school today by any means but I made it. I kinda coasted by until German. Today we started watching a movie about the Holocaust. I really don't like the Holocaust strictly for how much I think when the subject is brought up. So many unanswered questions that I can only draw am opinion for my answer and never know what's right. How could a man even think of this? What was done to him? How was it kept a secret so well? How did this actually get pulled off? I could literally ask questions for three hours and never get a real answer. Most of the people involved are gone so
my mind will always wonder and I'll never get an answer.
Another reason I despise the Holocaust is how emotional I get. Frau said this is the happiest part in the movie and I already cried. I feel bad for both parties. The Jews suffered for years and it is so depressing yet inspiring how they were able to move on and live a lIfe after this. I never could. There are certain daily life things that I can hardly get by like questioning friendship. I could never move on questioning humanity every single minute of every single day year after year of torture. I also feel bad and slightly embarrassed for the German in me. I'm a mixed breed, but when anyone asks me i say I am German. Germans are great people. I was fortunate enough to become good friends with an exchange student last year and he didn't enjoy Holocaust talk. He wasn't even alive or thought of but he was embarrassed. You should never be embarrassed of who you are. I will say I am German with pride, e
embrace my heritage the best I can, accept the mistakes my family overseas made and always stay proud to my roots. I would not want to born any other way.
The rest of my day was coasted through, track was hell and knocked me out until now. I actually had a conversation with a friend waiting for a ride home today. That person is Jenna Reilly and she is getting the shout out tonight.
J Rei is one of my track sisters. I cannot say she is one of my best friends but we have that special track bond like I do with all my other track siblings. We talked about college Andy future. She asked a ton of questions and was really interested in my life. As simple as that was, it made my whole day. It is a great feeling knowing someone is interested in your life. Someone is there willing to listen to you and wants to know about you. Jenna, you made my day today. Thank you. You are the best.
Well readers thats it for tonight. Thanks for taking you time. I love you all. Sweet dreams
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