Life Without Love

He enters the house with a nervous grin
The filled house has no clue what will happen next
His legs are shaking
Runs his hand along his leg
Feels the barrel of the gun
Waiting to make a move
She'll regret breaking his heart
Their eyes lock
A shot is heard
The party is over
She sees him bleeding on the ground
In his hand, a note
It reads, " If I can't have you, life's not worth living."

"How could he do this to me?" she screamed wihle dropping to his knees,
"How could it get this bad?"
She clutches the note in his hand and reads it a second time
A tear runs down her face
She whispers, "I can't believe this."
Paramedics arrive
One asks, "Who caused this?"
She looks up and replies, "Me. I killed him."
Without touching the man herself, she managed to end his life.

The next day is a dark gray
Confusion in the air
Deep thoughts cause her to cry
She sees no hope
Struck with depression, she searches for help
Realizing what she has done
She sees no point
Today is a dark gray day
A day she can barely make it through

Is life worth living?
What would he want?
I don't know what to do
Would he want me to live or end my own life?
I'm so torn.
He'd want me to live.
How can I do this?
Living is unbearable
I have to be strong
It's so hard
I have to do it for him